JC life is getting more and more colourless everyday. The worst thing is, there aren't even the weekends to escape to; every bit of spare time is meant to catch up on econs or math or something. It's utterly boring and stressful and I know I'm whining but I can't help it as it sucks having to spend my time like that. Memorising and understanding chunks of information that I will never need to know or put to use once the A's are over. Aah well, what to do. Shall work damn hard and give it my best shot. No more slacking for me.

I'm in a peculiar mood. After I get offline, I'm going to finish my Snickers bar that's been unwrapped, half-eaten and left in the fridge for the past many weeks. Next time, I'll buy Kinder Bueno instead. I'm gonna have it with orange juice. I don't wanna get offline. Don't wanna have to read through the price theory and nuclear physics. Don't wanna think about statistics 6,7,8, which is frankly all a blur to me. Am so sleeeepy. Maybe today I'll manage to slack without feeling guilty, without panicking and squeezing in an extra set of notes before I sleep. Maybe I'll read The Bell Jar, which is more than a little disturbing. Maybe I'll re-read the nice bits of HBP. Maybe I'll read Street Haunting or my new CLEO mag. Maybe I'll give that all up and go to bed at nine. Maybe I won't. After A's, I'll buy a thousand-piece jigsaw puzzle and fix it over and over again.

To everyone who hasn't, go read HBP!!!

Haha many new pairings, though it seemed a bit much for JKR to write such stuff. But yay, very happy with what she came up with. The ending was sad; someone I really like was killed, but I can see why JKR had to write that in. The idea of inferi scares me. Shall not say too much here though, in case some people haven't finished the book.

The A Lot Like Love soundtrack is super super nice! I'm quite obsessed with this song now.

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
and it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

~ Brighter than Sunshine, Aqualung

I'm about to melt with anticipation.

My dad's watching the IOC thing on the news now. It's between Paris and London. I wonder which will be chosen. On one hand I hope it's Paris. But then I want to see Paris before it becomes this bustling city known for hosting the Olympics. I mean, I know it's a great honour and all but still. I want to visit Montmarte as it is now, before the Olympic banner hangs from every other shop window in Paris, before it becomes a part of Paris. Untainted, you know?

Career talks today. Went for accounting. The speaker was profoundly boring but incredibly nice. There wasn't law this time. I have no idea what I wanna do. Since sec sch I've wanted to go to an overseas university but now I'm not so sure. Freedom is tempting, but independence isn't as easy as it sounds.

Ok they just announced it, it's London. Sigh. Now I'm wishing it had been Paris instead.

Two days after CTs end and I'm bored to tears. Hmph.