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Wednesday, April 30, 2003 10:04 PM There's also a new love triangle in X-Men 2 with the addition of Aaron Stanford (Tadpole) as Pyro, a pyrokinetic mutant also enrolled at Xavier's School.
"It's an interesting relationship," explains Ashmore. "There's this whole fire and ice thing with a girl in the middle, so it's that kind of triangle. I think Pyro and Bobby are so different and as you can imagine, boys will be boys." oh gosh. oh gosh. why is everything rogue/gambit? i can't find any iceman/rogue websites/fics/anything at all! 8:50 PM I'm going to cry. I know I am. I'm going to pretend it hasn't happened, not now. Now I'm going to go for lessons, pretend to listen attentively, go for a movie with my friends, and make believe that all this hasn't happened. But when I go home, I'm going to cry. There's no need for pretence when I'm alone. When I go home, I'm going to have a steaming hot shower and wash away the emptiness. Then I'm going to towel off and make myself a nice cup of tea. Yes, tea would be good. Tea is soothing and delicious and fragrant and tea would be just lovely. Tea won't solve my problems, but it will make them disappear, if only for awhile. I only need a very little while. Just enough time to feel safe and happy and loved. I will warm my hands on the sides of the cup and press them to my face. I will crawl into my soft, warm bed and pretend that I'm just a little girl, waiting for my mommy to come and read me a bedtime story about princesses and dragons. Yes, I'll do all that. And then I'll remember, and it won't all not have happened, and I'll cry until there are no tears left to fall. Monday, April 28, 2003 7:20 PM note to self: never, ever touch/poke/press/prod/squeeze pimple such that it accidentally pops. ugh. so not fun. Sunday, April 27, 2003 2:21 PM dear archbishop,
... what? what?... today i went to church. i went for the nine forty-five mass and then to catechism. we had to write a letter to the archbishop. they told us that some people couldn't get confirmed because, after reading their letters, the archbishop didn't think that they were ready, so to speak. so they didn't get confirmed. i'm scared. i want to get confirmed. i need to get confirmed. this year. but the thing is, i'm not sure if i'm ready. the catechists read us some examples of letters of past ctk youths. for the 'what have you done to prepare for confirmation' question, they said things like "oh, i go for daily mass" and "i help out in the old folks' home regularly". so now i'm really worried because, not only have i not done any of these things, i never even thought about doing any of these things. and i want to write a sincere letter, not a model-answer-perfect-english formatted letter. but then i'm afraid that if i do write that i'm not sure if i'm ready, the archbishop will reject my letter and i won't be allowed to confirm. sigh. i think i'm a really terrible catholic. Thursday, April 24, 2003 7:04 PM today we ran four rounds. four. rounds. a mile. one point six kilometres. or, well, everyone else ran. i ran and stopped to walk three times. i think i was the second last person or something. am so dead. i wanna skip NAPFA. Tuesday, April 22, 2003 6:42 AM 
find your element at mutedfaith.com. it's exactly six forty-one am in the morning, and i am online. i am obsessed, i tell you. obsessed. Monday, April 21, 2003 7:42 PM ooh. ooh. the child queen is such a lovely book. i'm normally not into fantasy-knight-in-shining-armour stories, but this one was good. really good. really really good. *pout* i want to be a princess! er... yeah. thank you, xiaoyan. now i want the next book. :) Saturday, April 19, 2003 2:58 PM A - Appetizer of Choice: The Chinese dinner sort. Spring rolls and peeled prawns with mayo and all that. B - Best Friend: Myself. Truly and honestly. C - Choice of Meat: Seafood. D - Dream Date: A traditional dinner-and-movie thing followed by some fresh air and pretty scenery. E - Exciting Adventure: Ooh. Traveling around the world. Europe in particular. Western and Southern Europe and maybe Scandinavia. F - Favorite Food: Love this question- fish head curry, har gao, chilli crab, pasta, pineapple rice, rum n raisin ice-cream, anything vaguely chocolate-y. G - Greatest Accomplishment: Um~{!-~} I once ate five slices of pizza in a sitting? [and got a terrible sore throat thereafter] H - Happiest Day of Your Life: I honestly don~{!/~}t know. I - Interesting Fact: Draco and Spike seem like one and the same person! Really! K - Kool-Aid: Huh? L - Lover: Haha. Ron? Draco? Eriol? M - Marriage: Perhaps someday? N - Name: Cheryl. [could be changed soon, though, you never know; I~{!/~}m considering Grace] O - Obsession: Harry Potter, fanfiction. P - Pizza toppings: Oodles of cheese, mushroom, onions and spicy chicken/beef. Q - Question Asked to You the Most: Are you single? Haha, just kidding. J It~{!/~}s probably ~{!.~}whyyy?~{!/~} R - Radio Station: Perfect 10. S - Sex: Female. T - Television Show: Ooh. I watch really little TV. In fact, I only turn on the TV thrice a week- for Survivor and Friends and sometimes, Malcolm in the Middle. U - Underwear: None of your concern. V - Video: Uh~{!-~} my old Two Of A Kind tapes were good. W - Winter: My favorite season after autumn and spring, respectively. X - X-Ray: Ooh. They~{!/~}re cool and sort of blackish. Hmm. Y - Year born: 1987. Z - Zodiac sign: Virgo. 10:32 AM  Pink: You see the world in bright pink. The world is a happy, happy place! You love all people and things!! Life is great! You're just like a happy child. Spread the cheer. *this quiz was made by What color do you see the world in? brought to you by Quizilla  Your creativty and craftsmenship doesn't come from nowhere. You used to be an artisan in your past life, painting murals, sculpting statues, and crafting wood for more noble people. Who were you in your past life? brought to you by Quizilla 9:58 AM gosh. my parents aren't letting me go out with my cousins to celebrate one of their birthdays BECAUSE OF SARS. my social life is a failure. i'm not going anywhere. i have breakfast, lunch and dinner at home everyday. i hate sars. hear that, you stupid virus? I HATE YOU. Monday, April 14, 2003 8:25 PM okay. i need a confirmation name. preferably a saint's name. people, i need help. 2:59 PM ooh. school has finally started and i'm HAPPY. Sunday, April 13, 2003 3:08 PM ![[i'm dean thomas]](http://atypically.net/hp/images/dean.jpg) ...and which lesser Harry Potter character are you?  Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are usually content with life. What element would you rein over? (For Girls) brought to you by Quizilla Friday, April 11, 2003 9:46 PM  What month should you have been born in? this quiz was made by Erin aah. i'm moody and musically inclined. sounds like connor, doesn't it? glen, jy, any takers? :) 10:32 AM hahah. am on a draco/ginny kick, and loving every minute of it! Thursday, April 10, 2003 7:35 PM aargh! aargh! i'm hyperventilating!! i am! i am! check this out!!! ron is going to be gryffindor keeper!!! yes! i'm not kidding! NOT! KIDDING! this is confirmed!!! am happy. am very very very happy. am delighted. i always knew he could do it. GO RON!!! according to www.the-leaky-cauldron.org: A Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher with a personality like poisoned honey A venomous, disgruntled house-elf Ron as keeper of the Gryffindor Quidditch team And of course, what every student dreads: end-of-term Ordinary Wizarding Level exams 2:49 PM :) am no longer wanting 'the hours'! have already bought it! 10:41 AM cheryl-
logged in just to edit a couple of links. :) it's all fixed now anyhow. take care darling! am looking forward to shopping+sakae sushi+movie. :):):) jy Wednesday, April 09, 2003 10:14 PM according to the test, i am moderately histrionic, and highly obsessive-compulsive! don't worry, i'm not dangerous yet. Obsessive-Compulsive Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion. Histrionic People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative. 10:11 PM
9:48 PM forgive my 'currently' box. it isn't current at all! it's abt two days old because the stupid blogger-thingey won't change it! am frustrated! want to kick the computer! but shall not. breathe in, breathe out. think of lakes and rivers and birds chirping. think of sugar and spice and ron and hermione and all things nice. there. by the way, xiaoyan, the reason i'm still reading the blue castle is stated ever so clearly in my last entry. read it and weep. oh, yes, eeling, you get to read it after i read it! and after i buy it, of course. 10:32 AM oh gosh. oh gosh. oh gosh. now i realise why there seem to be so few ppl online. how did i go from being joyful-happy-at-peace-with-the-world to squashed-overloaded-stressed? it's the teachers, i tell you! sadists. masochists. every single one of them. i mean, i know this is supposed to be an important year and all and crucial that we study till our brains spontaneously combust or something. but this! loads and loads and piles and piles and tons and tons of homework! when we're supposed to be resting at home and making sure we don't catch any infectious diseases which i shall not name unless otherwise identified as SARS! *crumbles to the ground* Tuesday, April 08, 2003 4:21 PM 34. thirty-four. thirty-bloody-four, as spike-in-a-drop-in-the-ocean would say. don't you just love the number? Monday, April 07, 2003 12:20 PM there is something very, very wrong with ff.net. everytime i try to upload something, i end up with nothing. how's that? 12:19 PM sometimes all you can do is trust, and let that keep you going. Sunday, April 06, 2003 8:57 PM i like rain. don't like thunderstorms, though. what of that? 1:34 PM I just watched the movie gone with the wind when the story was still fresh in my mind, having just finished the book yesterday. The movie was wonderful, and Vivien Leigh has this charm about her, such that no matter what inanely stupid thing she does, you still find it in your heart to forgive her. She’s so pretty! Not in the typical at-first-glance sort of prettiness, but after awhile, her beauty just sort of grows on you. The movie wasn’t half as good as the book [movies never, ever live up to their respective books] but to me, it was as good a gone with the wind movie could get. It consisted of four vcds, though, and I spent the entire morning [and part of the afternoon, too] watching it. Shall start making people read and watch it! Shall start shoving it in people’s faces! Shall start spreading the love!! Saturday, April 05, 2003 9:12 PM goodness! they have extended the SARS holidays! well, i'm not complaining. heard they might be postponing the o' levels as well!
01] she hurts: with indifference 02] she loves: whole-heartedly 03] she hates: loneliness 04] she cries: more out of happiness than sadness 05] she fears: loss and failure 06] she hopes: for a miracle 07] she saddens: at hopelessness 08] she feels alone: when left out 09] she kills: insects? 10] she talks: too little of things that should be talked about, too much of utter nonsense 11] she listens: in earnest 12] she breaks: promises 13] she sees: what is inevitable 14] she smells: of nothing, I hope 15] she tastes: hot fudge 16] she works: not as hard as she should 17] she remembers: little details 18] she holds: memories of old friends 19] she hides: her biggest secrets and weaknesses 20] she prays: every night before she sleeps 21] she walks: for the fresh air 22] she drives: a not-so-hard bargain 23] she reads: everything she can get her hands on 24] she burns: during chem lessons only 25] she breathes: what she loves 26] she plays: fairly 27] she misses: the simplicity of childhood 28] she touches: with her fingertips 29] she learns: that some things are more important than others, no matter what other people tell you 30] she feels: sentimental 31] she knows: she will survive 32] she said: things she never meant 33] she dreams: of traveling 34] she has: ideals [according to glen and rah] 35] she wants: freedom 36] she falls: easily 37] she waits: hopefully not in vain 38] she needs: a life 39] she lives: a day at a time 40] she wishes: for too many things 41] she wakes: reluctantly 42] she sleeps: like a pig 43] she looks: fairly normal 44] she steals: chocolate from her sister 9:09 PM finished gone with the wind! oh, it's absolutely the most romantic book ever! around the last thirty pages, i started bawling like a baby and couldn't stop. oh, it was so sweet and so sad at the same time! now my eyes are red, my cheeks are splotchy and i have a headache. but all the same, do go and read it! you won't regret it in the least bit! 11:15 AM thanks cher! for helping the ignoramus. :D
| rah || (you can delete this!) 10:56 AM i can't thank jy enough. she's gotten my blog up! am very very thankful. shall be extra nice to jy! might even *gasp* devote a whole entry to buffy/angel! hope they'll extend the SARS hols. i know it's kind of mean to think like that, but i really want time for self-indulgence. and for the homework they gave us. and to actually understand the physics and bio. i find that i learn more from the textbook at home than from the teacher in school. oh, well. 10:14 AM testing. :)
hope this works. okay cheryl. i think this works fine. got you a guestbook too. :) happy blogging! JY loves thee. Friday, April 04, 2003 1:46 PM am in a state of mind-numbness. just read this really, really... weird fic. in which ginny was crazy and more than a little delusional and draco wore frosted pink lipgloss in private and sang lines from Snow White in front of the mirror. and dumbledore watched soaps and ron got thrown out of the window twice a day and hermione and snape tried out the potions-position. am a little disoriented, to say the least. all that, coupled with the tons of maths and physics homework and i-learning and what not. hopefully they'll extend the holidays. though i must say i'm about to get claustrophobic. haven't been out of the house in three days! and that was to go across the road to buy twisties! aarh. am off to do calculus. Thursday, April 03, 2003 8:48 PM haha. just spent about an hour online trying to find the place to add a new entry. have finally found it! go me! oh dear. i'm afraid i'm terrible at this bloggy computer stuff. was completely lost and am eternally grateful to jy, who was incredibly patient and introduced me to this site with loads of amazing templates. thank u jy!! thank u dee n rah, for helping me pick greymist!! can't wait to learn how to do this stuff. want a nice blog in tones of grey with a fade-in-fade-out pic of melissa fox's eyes! so pretty! good night for now. shall finish the last hundred or so pages of gone with the wind. wishful thinking, considering my reading speed. i'll be back. 12:49 PM hee! finally got my blog! |
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21, in law school and loving it (most of it, at least). a sucker for white roses and fairytale endings, snail mail and pretty cupcakes. emo songs are soul food. tea and chocolate are staples. food is happy stuff. everyone should read to kill a mockingbird and the desiderata, and watch amelie, and bake bread just for the smell of it. walking at night is nice, sometimes.hello there :) friends
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