You know, happiness has to do with personality, not situation. A study of people who became paralysed and people who won the lottery found that six months later, their levels of happiness were back to their original levels. Yay, I like being a happy person. I think that on the whole I'm pretty happy with what I have. Especially now that the major ugly things like NAPFA and Cultural Mapping are over. People have told me that I have a naturally sad face though; I wonder why.

It should rain more. The past week's weather has been really icky. Oh, Happy Birthday Jacs! Hee, that day was the only highlight of my week. Hoho, jy and I polished off an entire big tub of Ben & Jerry's New York Super Fudge Chunk in one short sitting. And that was right after dinner. SN ppl so rock. :)

Aarh. Why do I seem to have a knack for ruining things.

Yay Napfa is over. Or at least, 2.4 is over and I passed it and as far as I'm concerned, that's 90% the battle won. Though most wouldn't exactly consider it winning. But still! No running again, ever ever ever. I hope.

Thanks, shih, for the Before Sunset vcd! And jy, for the obi-wan m&ms. The m&m colours are damn pretty! I got such a kick peering into the packet.

I think today's performance for SPARKS went well. The rehearsals were long and boring and a complete waste of time but overall I had fun. AC's dance is damn cool, I wanna learn it.

I'm still slightly in shock over yesterday's results.. I am disappointed but I thought they danced really well, and I know they did their best. WD rocks! :)

It seems like everything's coming to an end... SPARKS practices and Napfa and SYF dance and, most significantly, Cultural Mapping!

Hurray for Kit Kat and Ben&Jerry's Choc Fudge Brownie. I am too pampered. Goodness.

Mood swings abound. Welcome to my world.

Eeks.

I got home really early today, before four. I watched a re-run of gilmore at 5 and it made me so happy cos it's such a happy show. Like what Summer said about happy vibrations attracting happy people and all that. Ok, I'm over-using words here. On the other hand, OC's such a heartbreakingly sad show. I've yet not to cry at an episode this season. Oh, but I'm extremely amused by Ryan's aptitude in math and science. Haha, it makes me wanna study harder. :)

Yay I'm happy! :)

At the still point of the turning world. Neither flesh nor fleshless;
Neither from nor towards; at the still point, there the dance is,
But neither arrest nor movement. And do not call it fixity,
Where past and future are gathered. Neither movement from nor towards,
Neither ascent nor decline. Except for the point, the still point,
There would be no dance, and there is only the dance.

- from Four Quartets, T.S. Eliot

My saturday morning has been very good. I rolled around in bed till about nine, then got up and had breakfast. It's been raining on and off the entire morning, which makes me happy. Reminds me of Emily of New Moon, for some reason. I spent the entire morning reading, catching up on the past week's papers and my book. It feels so... odd (for lack of a better word) to be alternately reading about things like a thousand deaths and the Islamic Jihad and then, on the other hand, Prada bags and Fashion Week. How involved am I in the world? 'Only Heaven Knows' has got to be the most perfect love song ever.

Yay I love fridays very very much. Nothing on tomorrow, am looking forward to sleeping in and slacking the day away. My entire body is aching from pe. I always make the mistake of not stretching after pe and this is what happens.

With regards to cts, I'm quite pleased with gp (so far) and math. Got back my physics paper yesterday and it was utterly depressing. I didn't expect to do spectacularly or anything but I didn't expect an E either. :( Hoho had Swensens and Cartel for dinner yest with beek and jy, which cheered me up somewhat. Miss the sn ppl loads, even though the last time we met up was on monday. I wanna go back to sn and have my ham and cheese toast and ice tea.

Am gonna eat Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia now! Yummy yummy, am not going to look at the fat content.