Today was good. Even pw was almost bearable. Ate loads and loads, haha... Met jy and dee for an impromptu dessert-tasting/catching up session. And I really enjoyed jo's party. What she said made me start thinking and kind of put everything into perspective. It was a nice jolt.

I wanna watch Ladder 49. And Before Sunset. But before I watch it I'll have to watch Before Sunrise. I came online at 10, intending to do pw. I haven't started.

so tired. tired tired. sleeeeepy. i can't even be bothered with proper spelling and punctuation. i clicked 'create post', intending to type something along the lines of 'pw sucks', but realised it's been done many, many times before. i can't keep typing that, if not my posts will get monotonous. not that they alr aren't. my pw's screwed. the way mr yeo put it, we just might fail. FAIL. that's scary. no one's supposed to fail pw. it's important. i need it for university admission, nevermind that i'm not really intending to attend a local one. i'm pretty happy with my promos results. except for econs, which frankly sucked. i shall start reading the economist. and the 'money' section of the straits times. haha yeah right. ouch my ulcer hurts. it's annoying. listening to the gilmore theme song right now. "where you lead/ i will follow/ anywhere that you tell me to/ if you need/ if you need me to be with you/ i will follow/ where you lead..." lovely lovely. somehow the prospect of gilmore this sunday makes me that much happier. i wanna buy cds. i just bought bling bling 2, which is a disappointment. i wanna get tori amos and heather nova and enya and natalie merchant and rachel yamagata, based solely on their lyrics. anyone knows where i can find the song 'starry starry night / vincent'?

It's hard to be happy when the people around me aren't.

i want to bake. cookies, brownies, cake, a pie, whatever. i wanna make pasta. only all the pasta recipes have funny stuff like feta cheese and oregano and lemon zest and sour cream, which i doubt i'll be able to find in ntuc. plus i can barely boil water, so being able to make pasta is still a long way off. i think i'm trying to eat less by attempting to cook more. don't know if that makes sense though. i went to the lib yest and borrowed 9 items- three fiction books, a dance magazine, a craft magazine, a recipe book and a non-fiction book on writers. shd be quite interesting. i seriously cannot stand pw. i want to kill it. or hit it with something really, really hard. it's ruining my post-promos good mood. why is nj still having normal lessons? promos are over. i know we have to look at things in the long term but really, no one has the mood for lessons now, not with pw on our backs. we keep pestering the teachers for our marks but so far they've refused to budge. all the scripts are marked; i don't know why they see a need to keep us in suspense. gilmore girls is getting grimmer and grimmer. i don't like the richard and emily parts; half the time i'm holding my breath, thinking one of them is gonna snap. this has been an entirely pointless post. i just needed to vent. type. whatever. i still hate pw.

Open day is over. It was surprisingly fun! Screwed up the dance the first time round but the second time it was good. Hated the make up, seriously. Made me look all sunburnt and weird. Did the mass dance! I was quite amazed at the school spirit we seemed to have then, haha.

Met beek at the bus stop again today! We seem to be doing that a lot. It's a nice surprise at the end of a tiring day. :) I have a craving for Subway subs.

It is bloody impossible to please everyone. Someone, please, teach me that.

For a while I missed like months of Gilmore Girls, but around September or so I started watching it again. I can't believe I missed months and months of it. All the scriptwriter's fault, really, because I cannot face the horror that is Jess&Rory. Gilmore rocks, seriously. It's just perfect. Quirky. I don't know. I love the way they banter. And the way they talk really fast and the fact that despite that, everyone can still catch what everyone else is saying, and come up with a really witty reply of their own in a split second. Lorelai makes me laugh. She and Luke should get together already. Half the time I can't stand Emily Gilmore, the other half I feel extremely sorry for her. Rory is unbelievably pretty. I think every girl wants to be her, and I know that's assuming a lot of things, but GP is over and no one's going to grade my blog entries. I think on the one hand living in a small town would be a lot of fun, with your best friends living just across the street and all, but then I'd feel so stifled. Practically everyone in the neighbourhood knows your parents, and your history, and knows what you looked like when you were five and wore pigtails, and secrets aren't meant to be kept for long. Scary, isn't it.

And now, because I am very, very free... a survey.

Fruit/vegetables: Fruit.

Black/white: White.

Lights on/lights off: Depends.

TV/movie: I’m torn, seriously. I can’t decide. On the one hand there’s LOTR and HP and The Matrix and The Princess Diaries and The Hours and Amelie and everything, but on the other hand there’s Friends and Gilmore and The OC and Malcolm In the Middle and The Apprentice and Survivor…

Car/truck: Car.

Body spray/lotion: Body spray.

Cash/check: Cash.

Pillows/blankets: Blankets!

Headache/stomach ache: Headache.

Paint/charcoal: Paint.

Chinese food/mexican food: Chinese food. I’m thinking dim sum, actually.

Summer/winter: Hmmm, I’d say winter. A mild one.

Snow/rain: Rain!

Fog/misty: … What’s the difference?

Rock/rap: Rock.

Meat/vegetarian: I’ll have to say meat.

Chocolate/vanilla: Chocolate!

Sprinkles/icing: Sprinkles.

Cake/pie: Cake.

French toast/french fries: French toast.

Strawberries/blueberries: Blueberries.

Ocean/swimming pool: Ocean.

Cookies/muffins: Muffins.

Wallet/pocket: Wallet.
Window/door: Window.

Pink/purple: Purple.

Cat/dog: Uh, neither. Dog.

Long sleeve/short sleeve: Short sleeves, as this is Singapore.

Pants/shorts/skirts: SN shorts!

Winter break/spring break: Uh, any kind of holiday is fine with me.

Spring/autumn: Autumn!

Clouds/clear sky: Clouds, because clouds mean rain. :)

Moon/mars: The moon.

Yay my major papers are over! All that's left is Econs mcq&drq. After the Physics paper today I kind of took it that the promos are over so I've been in a very good mood since then. :) Which is bad, come to think of it. Must study. Only two days left.

Chem was a disasater. I'm not saying the others weren't, but the extent of theirs paled in comparison to chemistry. The paper was completely hideous. My goodness, I think it was the worst paper I've ever sat for to date.

I hope everything turns out well. I'm going for Ballet Under the Stars on fri! Yippee.