... And my spirits have just plummeted. Please, please don't let 09 split.

Congrats, Beek! You rock, man, 10 A1s!!!

I'm very contented with what I've got. Praise the Lord! That's all I have to say. I'm not estatic, but I'm glad, very glad. I just hope 09 can stay together. *crosses fingers*

Am feeling loads better now. Thanks to everyone who cares. :)

On a different note, we're supposed to be getting back our O's results this week. That's like... wow. I never thought the day would come. Four months of waiting, and the big news. If I do badly, then I just wasted four years of my life. Needless to say, I'm very nervous. I don't just want to stay.

I'm in a terrible mood right now. Inconsolable. I've just had a really bad day and it makes me want to cry. Or binge on a lot of chocolate. Nothing really terrible happened, but it's the little things added up together. Like there is no one area of my life that I'm perfectly contented with, that I can just leave aside for the moment and say, 'Oh, now that's settled with, I can go concentrate on something else.' Goodness. I'm being all moody and teen-angsty. That is so not like me. Hopefully things will get better tomorrow. I'm counting on it.

I ponned sch today, hoping to have a lovely time parked in front of the tv/com with a neverending supply of chocolate and tea.

Hahaha, wishful thinking.

Darn the NJ teachers and their homework fetishes (if there's such a word).

Happy Valentine's Day!!! (One day late.)

We had a road run on VDay. Imagine that. 3.7 kilometres run/jog/walk, and we're all sticky and grimy and sweaty, and they expect us to celebrate Valentine's. It was okay, though. Didn't feel as bad as 2.4, for some reason. Weird.

Went out with The Class for lunch, shopped a little with Justine, then went to meet The Tribe for lunch again at Marche. We went window-shopping but I had to leave early to meet the class. Again. (My class is super-on about going out. And eating.) We went all the way to Marina for steamboat buffet and we played pool. If you could call it that. A couple of games and I managed a grand total of TWO BALLS. Whoo.

Got home around midnight and I'm now grounded. Pish. Oh, well. At least I still have loads of VDay candy to count on. I adore chocolate.

I'd like to wish Ee Ling, Gwen and Yuxian a very Happy 17th Birthday. You people ROCK!

I think that without PE, my life would be perfect.

I hate this.

I don't know what happened. I was all fine last night and suddenly today I'm all depressed. I just... I don't know. It's the weekend and I'm supposed to be happy and having a good time and everything but I'm not. I've got a bbq later and I don't feel like going. There must be something wrong with me but I don't know what it is.

Okay, I'm now in Western Dance.

I think I'm in desperate need of dance remedial.

Met beek and jy today. Watched Peter Pan! It's absolutely enchanting, is all I can say without giving away too much. And v. sweet. Go watch! Haha, have a new obsession now. :)

The Class and I went to watch 'The Last Samurai' yesterday after Flag Day. *Spoiler warning* It's a v. violent show. IMO, that is. Not in a bad way, just... violent. I spent half the time peeping at the screen through my fingers because I didn't want to see random heads rolling about on the ground. But the movie was good. I cried through the last fifteen minutes. Imagine my surprise when I found out that out of the fifteen or so people in the row Sandra and I were the only ones who cried! The guys, of course, were being all macho, esp after watching an I'm-a-guy-hear-me-roar movie that only has one female in the entire cast. I was sitting next to Xin, and when I started crying she was v. shocked. When we got out of the cinema they were, like, 'You cried?? I've never cried before watching movies! Ever!'

... We concluded that it's a SN thing. And that SC girls are heartless. And I think they shd meet beek.