Graduation was beautiful. Sad things always are.

I can't believe it's over.

Smile, because it happened.

I'm having an entirely crappy day.

My parents keep springing little surprises (shocks, more like) on me such as, oh, by the way, can you clear out your entire room before you leave the house tomorrow? I know it's kinda short notice but the parquet guy is coming over on Friday and we have to dismantle your table and shelves so he can fix the floor, so could you please move everything on the table (which comprises of about 17 compartments; I counted) and your entire collection of books and textbooks and comics and little knick-knacks into this cardboard box so we can put it in the study room for the time being? All this at 8pm. AARH.

And... I can't wait for grad to be over. I know, I know, all through sec 4 and especially during the O's I've been anticipating it and everything and now... All I want to do is get it over and done with so I can sit at home and sulk. Or something equally lame. Plus I haven't written the teachers' cards, haven't even started on one, and it's 9.35 now. And I loathe these card-writing things. Whenever I try to express something I draw a blank or it comes out all wrong and AARH. THIS BITES.

To top it all off I can't make myself feel better because there's no hot water in the flask and the condensed milk is infested with ants so I can't make tea, not now nor for breakfast.

... And national it is.

This is what I'm going to do.

Everyday till Thursday I'm going to flip a coin. Heads for VJ and tails for NJ. And each day I'll write the school I flipped (for that day) onto a small piece of paper and crush it up.

On Thursday I'll gather the pieces of paper and pick three. I'll eeny-meeny-miney-moe and then count seven more. The eventual one is the JC I won't pick.

Unless I change my mind. I am so indecisive.

I'm also trying to decide between two subject combinations:

Math, Econs, Lit, Phys

OR

Math, Econs, Bio, Chem

1. Am v.v. proud of the fact that we managed not to sleep the entire night. (I thought I'd be out like a light.)

2. That rhymed.

3. For the first time ever, b/a made me cry.

4. Oz is v. cute.

5. Love Actually rocks.

6. I have to decide on a JC by tomorrow. (HELP!)

7. I want to watch Mona Lisa Smile.

P.S. Jy, can you lend me the episode where Jenny died tomorrow? :)

... It's over.

And Matrix: Revolutions is lovely.

-cue daft grin that won't go away-

ten pairings you have read:

- Eriol/Tomoyo
- Ron/Hermione
- Harry/Ginny
- Draco/Ginny
- Syaoran/Sakura
- Buffy/Angel
- Spike/Dru
- Harry/Dumbledore
- Yamazaki/Chiharu
- Oliver/Katie

nine fics you wish you'd written:

- After The End - Arabella and Zsenya
- Icebreakers - Suppi-chan
- Psyche - B.Na
- Kitaku - Ciircee
- Traditionally Speaking - Electra
- A Cappella - Kit Spooner
- Akogare - Milchstrasse
- Playing With Fire - Auroraziazan
- Before The Kiss - She's A Star



eight people you want to meet

- Rhino
- ... and 7 of my favourite ff.net authors


seven things that annoy you

- H/Hr
- Lil
- Spelling of 'hermione' as 'hermoine'
- Obvious grammatical errors
- Cliched Mary Sues
- Evil!Kaho
- Totally-reformed-and-nice!Draco


six of your fandoms

- HP
- CCS
- BtVS
- SV
- (I really can't squeeze out any more)
- (ditto)


five pairings you've written

- Ron/Hermione (HP)
- Harry/Gin (HP)
- Draco/Gin (HP)
- Eriol/Tomoyo (CCS)
- Syaoran/Sakura (CCS)


four things you love

- Fanfiction
- The internet
- Holidays
- Books


three characters you're smitten with?

- Draco Malfoy
- Ron Weasley
- Hiiragizawa Eriol


two songs you associate with fandom

- At the beginning - Vitamin C (R/Hr!!!)
- Head over feet - Alanis Morrisette (Can't help it, think of R/Hr every time.)


one character you'd like to spend your life with

Eriol. But he belongs to Tomoyo, so... sigh. Nvm. I'll get over it. No, really, I will. :)

... I think I'm scaring my family. What with the ultrasound squealing and the all-around boppiness and the random shrieks of 'Aaaahhhhhhh!!!!!! Twenty-one hours!'

Oh, the world is so lovely to be in right now. :)

... Sniff. My poor darling Rhino. Or xi1 niu2. T is horrid. I can't believe she'd turn her back on Rhino like that. But then so did Darrah. Hmph. Don't like either of them anymore. Lil is awful! She kept hugging Burton! And then he went 'I'm gonna be sick as a dog' or sth like that when he saw how much food there was. On the other hand, I'm going to take it that he means Lil hugging him. Ok, am being mean, but really! She voted Savage out and that is just horrid. Of course I'm being just a little bit biased here but hmph. Aarh. Poor, poor Rhino. :(

On a lighter, brighter note, to quote a very green-and-ubiquitous-nowadays poster: Everything that has a beginning has an end."

And the end is near. Take that both ways, ppl. Am being litty here. Hoho.

oh no oh no oh no oh no. crap crap crap. DAMN. (glenda-as-hermione said i shouldn't swear but aarh. insufferable know-it-all. hmph.)

i was just talking to her and i realised that BIO IS TOMORROW. i didn't know that! i so didn't plan on it. i don't know why, but i always thought it was chem tomorrow. so of course i've been concentrating purely on chem and neglecting bio. and now look what i've done. plus bio is a cramming subject. i can go in based just on what i remember vaguely. i've got to swallow the text whole and spew it out.

i'm so unprepared for tomorrow's test. not even test. it's the o's. oh DARN.

I've been restraining myself from blogging about exams in here because I knew it'd just turn into one long whiny Abraham-esque rant about how I should have studied longer/harder/smarter and how the stupid paper ought to be burnt in an oxy-acetylene flame.

But... I cannot restrain myself any longer.

Physics should die.

There.

I've been wanting to blog about this for the longest time but haven't done so because it felt so silly. (It still does, by the way.) But I cannot keep quiet any longer.

RYAN O IS ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS!!!

Ok, call me an airhead-bimbo-dumb-blonde-what-have-you, but it's true. He really is so so adorable. (Here's a warning to people who don't like Rhino: click 'back' right now.) I want to adopt him. I'd get him a bachelor's pad in NYC and go peer at him everyday, just to see how he's getting on. (That means stare and drool.) I wonder if it's legally possible to adopt someone older than me. And who's thirty-one years old.

... It's not that old, is it? I mean, it's only thirty years older than one year old.

HE'S SO PRETTY! He really is. Just... look at his eyes. Look.

... Okay, shall stop my fangirlish squealing now. It's not healthy. And I am not a stalker. Or anything like that. Oh, before I go, I must say this:

THE TV HATES LIL!
THE TV HATES JON!
THE TV LOVES RHINO!

(And yes, I know I'm not making sense there but still. Hmph. It's the stress, people.)

The fanfic Queen.

Close on an expert. Tried and tested. You've done
most of what's on offer- slash, femmeslash,
het, self-insertion, and you know your way
around. You've seen some of the best fics
around, 'After the End', 'Irressistable
Poison', the Draco trilogy and can genarally
judge a fic in it's first couple of paragraphs.
You now generally stick with fics close to the
books although you're no stranger to
experimentation. As far as HP fanfiction's
concerned, you're very sorted.



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If I should learn, in some quite casual way

If I should learn, in some quite casual way,
That you were gone, not to return again--
Read from the back-page of a paper, say,
Held by a neighbor in a subway train,
How at the corner of this avenue
And such a street (so are the papers filled)
A hurrying man--who happened to be you--
At noon to-day had happened to be killed,
I should not cry aloud--I could not cry
Aloud, or wring my hands in such a place--
I should but watch the station lights rush by
With a more careful interest on my face,
Or raise my eyes and read with greater care
Where to store furs and how to treat the hair.

- Edna St. Vincent Millay